The sun sets on another day…
The sun was lost in clouds for a while, but the sky let out a plea and the top of the world opened, and for a moment, the sunset was beyond belief. I smiled as it sprayed the horizon with color, then faded away.
Sometimes the world doesn’t really make sense, and sometimes it does. I find that the most common situation is when everything just spazzes out and suddenly the world seems askew. I often wonder how it happens that way, but it does.
Imagine the perfect day, sometime in April, maybe the 25th. It is perfect, but then someone calls, and things just don’t seem right. You know what? It is still perfect, and so are you. You just need to skip the negatives and let the spazzie day be itself, and overcome it. Even in the worst moments there can be something fun, something light, and something that isn’t as bad as you think.
Besides, if you can’t change it, do you really want to dwell on it?
In the last 3 weeks I have lost 2 friends. Not to my personality, but to the clutches of the end of all. I wanted to fall into despair, but instead I tried to think of the good things we shared, and somewhere avoid the regrets, the silences, and the time that passed in favor of how lucky it was for them to be in my life. I think this is pretty much one of the worst things that could happen, but as new days come, I will face them too.
How do you deal with spastic days? With that craziness that cannot be overcome? What is you solution to the unsolvable? I hope you have the best way that works for you.
So as the sun sets on another day, I find my way back often from the dark, and the dark fades away. I will make the world a better place as I can, and I will try to be a positive always, no matter what.
Sleep sweet, love life, and spazzie?